There things in life everyone just doesnt want to take into consideration. For me at the moment, its whats gunna happen when you have to leave (I have so much faith in you babe, UWC is gunna welcome you with open arms, your far more than what there looking for) I know the day will come, i don't know what will happen, will we end this, or will we stay together, I'd prefer the latter (and I know you would to) But I have such a hard time wrapping my head around us ending, I just chose to push it away, leave it for another day. Sometimes it even makes me paranoid or something when i do think about it, im sure you've noticed how i act around those topics, its just something i don't want to have happen. Rachel you've been the biggest non family impact in my life, You've showed me hope, Love, Compassion, Care, and a whole lot of other things i never thought id feel or experience at this age. But with you being such a big influence (like just below my sis on the influence scale) Its just really damn hard to picture my life without you. I realize that your trying to make me see the opposite side of the scenario, so im not shocked and surprised if it happens (which i REALLY hope it doesn't) I get by in life seeing the outcome that id want to see happen, but that's not always the way it goes. Like for this, I'd LOVE IT if you got into UWC and we were still together. I don't want to lose you from my life babe, not never.
To the Moon and Back Rachel, is my love for you.
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Am always gunna love you Brad, forever and ever.
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