Tuesday, January 5, 2010
The maturity level of a 12, 16, and 24 year old.
Yup Ive got them all! i have my moments like alot of others but the one that freaks me out is the 24 year old part of me. Like when most guys just wanna be having a good time at parties and such when there in there 20's, i wanna be married with a kid. HELL i wanted to adopt a kid since i was 12! it just freaks me out...like would i be like every other guy if my parents didnt get divorced? would i be interested in cars and football? would i not care about love? i dunno, and i probably never will. Maybe id be less of an emotional kid? maybe then i wouldn't care what people said even though i act as if im k. Maybe i could have just been a dumb jock. i have my moments were i ponder on such things, and think of the possible outcomes from being those people. Some scare me, some make me a lil happy, some just make me wish they stayed together. But i do know what thing, if my parents didnt divorce...i would have never met you. i would have never met my amazing people that im proud to call my friends, people that i wish i never met...the ones that used me, stole from me, and just all around asinine people. So i gotta say even though my life could have been drastically different, im just glad Ive turned out to be a good kid, a guy that respects the people around him, a shoulder to cry on, a great "hugger" when needed(ive basically mastered the hug :P) Ive become a person i can only hope to teach my kids to be (here i go with the 24 year old me :P hell i already got a girls name picked out! Kacie -or how ever you spell it - so her name would be the same as her initials.. K.C. yea im pretty cool when i wanna be :P) So Parents in an odd way...im glad things happened the way they did, not just because of who it turned me into, but for who it turned Alyssa into. shes so damn independent because of the divorce(and everything else shes been through)...she had to care for me since she was 10, so shes grown up fast...and i thank her for being there for me when i needed her...i know we had our issues back then, but she was always there...and she still is thank god!
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