Why I hate nights like these.

Easter dinner, the whole family is at the table eating dinner. Me, sitting at the very end. As conversations and laughter roars in the background, I just sit there..silent. I don't know why I do this, maybe because i don't feel comfortable around Bruce's kids, or maybe I just don't want Bruce getting after me for something. Whatever it may be, its pretty dang effective. But as I look around the table, everyone is in pairs, Mom and Bruce, Grandma and Grandpa, Melissa and Shane, Alyssa and Rob. They all have someone to whisper to, to goof off with. I just wish i could have someone with me during nights like these. So now while everyone is downstairs conversing, i sit in my room, writing (and listening to the classic crimes new CD :D). I cannot wait for the day i move out, the day my life actually starts...