CLEARANCE SALE!!!

no but really, this is the end of this blog that had a whole amount of 1 follower (which i apparently do not have anymore) soo good day to you blog, ill keep you around though. I would love to read these when im older. So to my 20 year old (ish) me OH HAI! hope lifes better than it is now! im going to be pissed at you if the counseling bit fell through, like seriously im going to slap you if it does. Its one of the main things in your life that brings you happiness, SO YOU BETTER HAVE STUCK WITH IT!

HOLY SWEET BABY JESUS!!!

I literally just shat a brick when search "the classic crime vagabonds torrent" and i get a site that had the CD and all the songs linked onto it!!!! words cannot express how happy i am to have this album on my ipod now :D

Why I hate nights like these.

Easter dinner, the whole family is at the table eating dinner. Me, sitting at the very end. As conversations and laughter roars in the background, I just sit there..silent. I don't know why I do this, maybe because i don't feel comfortable around Bruce's kids, or maybe I just don't want Bruce getting after me for something. Whatever it may be, its pretty dang effective. But as I look around the table, everyone is in pairs, Mom and Bruce, Grandma and Grandpa, Melissa and Shane, Alyssa and Rob. They all have someone to whisper to, to goof off with. I just wish i could have someone with me during nights like these. So now while everyone is downstairs conversing, i sit in my room, writing (and listening to the classic crimes new CD :D). I cannot wait for the day i move out, the day my life actually starts...